You're not for everyone. Because you're not meant to be.
On the other side of an incredible loss is remembering that nothing in this life is permanent, and remembering that no matter what, there is hope.
Learning to live in gratitude, for me, has been about taking a few extra moments to be where I am—in wake, in sleep—and settle before hurrying to the next thing.
The greatest gift you can offer the world is your heart. It is your heart that changes people, your heart that brings those around you peace.
I hope you forgive yourself for the times you were human. And remind yourself that being human is nothing that you should apologize for in the first place.